Sunday, November 21, 2010

Skyline

Today I drove into Kansas City, just as I have thousands of times before--I could drive it with my eyes closed. But the city took on a different light this afternoon. And I'm not sure why.


Life is transitioning, big time.
Transitioning out of college into the "real world" (whatever that means).
Transitioning from irresponsibility to adulthood.
Transitioning from my internship to a full-time position at Hillcrest.
Transitioning living arrangements.
Transitioning mind-sets.
Transitioning from total freedom to commitment.



Everything looks different.
Maybe that's why the city looks different today...because my life within it is beginning to look different.




Thursday, November 18, 2010

Trumped.

I spent 2 hours sitting in court tonight, to stand in front of a judge for approximately 45 seconds.
I had to do this INSTEAD of sitting with my beloved small group for 2 hours.

I needed to be with them.
But I had to be in court.



And now I'm just pissed.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Tuesday

Late.
Car radio stops working.
Flustered.
Angry.
Overwhelmed.
Text full of discouragement.
Shut door.
Jedidah concerned, calls.
Tears.
Complete small tasks to fight feeling of incompetence.
Find brave face.
Graduation.
Finally alone.
Office finished.
KR.
Snowflakes.
Can't sleep...great.


Sunday, November 7, 2010

Week 1

Overwhelmed.
Fake it 'till you make it.
Office.
Business cards.
"Young grasshopper"
2.5 hour staff meeting...too long, too long.
Conversation over coffee.
Prayed for.
Catching a glimpse of His beauty and love in her eyes.
Tearing up.
Affirmation.
Burritos and freshly baked cookies.
Laughter.
Sonic.
Green and yellow.
Irritability transferred from JB to me.
Picked on.
Loved.
Being off by 1/2 an inch.
Pats on the arm, meaning more than they could know.
Closed eyes.
Good friends.
Looking ahead.

 
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